Waiting Room Thoughts #1
So today is a Tuesday and that means I am in the waiting room at St James waiting for a blood count/crossmatch to be taken. I might post again depending on how long I wait and how bored I get – hence the number one!
I just walked into a closed door – on purpose. It was very odd, I was walking up to the building, so I was in the hospital grounds but as usual the lazy smokers couldn’t be bothered to exit the grounds to get their drug fix like they’re legally supposed to do. So I had to walk past 6 or 7 of them and it just angered me so much that I sped up to get inside and realised the automatic doors would not open fast enough – another thing that had been pissing me off, why be automatic and slow?! So I was like “f’it!” and I crashed into them before they opened. It didn’t hurt, but I’m worried it was a form of self abuse. I am getting very stressed out very quickly lately. I need to find my Zen!
In the time it took to write this, I’ve had my count and we’re now leaving!